The Position of Human Consciousness: Khalif, Representative and Caretaker of the Divine
In considering how the human being can embody both self and selflessness, let’s begin with a metaphysical perspective on the position that human consciousness occupies in cosmic existence. The human consciousness is a presence suspended between the Divine Absolute and a Cosmic-Life-Force that is associated with our intention, thoughts, and feelings. That’s a mouthful, I know. It’s meaning will become clearer, I hope, through the course of this article.
The realized state of human consciousness is one in which the “I” witnesses what is in continual gratitude and awe, and this allows the “I” and its embodied form to be guided directly by the Divine Intelligence. This is the state of Khalif, servant and caretaker of the Divine on earth.
Human consciousness, however, can be blinded by the nafs, the false self in its many forms, and thus the true “I” is relegated to a latent state.
Dunya, A False Reality
As the false selves usurp awareness and hijack a certain degree of the life-force, life is governed by false values and a false reality. In the process consciousness is reduced to the dimensions of our compulsions, inner conflicts, negativities, desires, and illusions. The essential self is hypnotized by the thoughts of the nafs, all the shoulds and should-nots, all the stories we tell ourselves about what is happening. The energetic signature of this totality of false and conflicting information is incoherent and chaotic. Furthermore, through the creative relationship between human will (intention) and the life force incoherent and chaotic results are produced. Because the self takes these thoughts to be true, the impersonal aspect of the life force is activated though in an agitated way. The chaotic and incoherent results are the outcome of the false self submitting false information to the life force, which is to some extent subject to human intention. The saying “God works in strange ways” should be modified to say that incoherent human intention works in strange ways.
Hypnotism of the Nafs, or False Self
The work of Sufism is to awaken the essential self from the hypnotic spell of the nafs and begin to observe and understand how that spell was cast. The fundamental spell is the belief that the purpose of life is to avoid disturbance and pain by maximizing non-disturbance and pleasure through secondary and artificial means: Seeking gratification, attention, approval, control.
The Life Force becomes entangled, confused, incoherent by the power of suggestion of the false selves. Instead of simply seeing what is, being appreciative, and expressing gratitude for it, we are, instead, in a state of resentment, or fear, or discontent—in other words, in states of perpetual inner conflict.
Having understood the basic dualistic urges that keep the “I” enslaved, one can begin to live in a state of acceptance, appreciation, gratitude, and trust. If we could simply live with humbleness, gratitude, and love, we would experience a tremendous inflow of life force and divine intelligence.
The Awakened “I”, the Witness, Shahid
The Awakened “I” is maintained by these qualities and in its awakened state it can see the true value of the circumstances and conditions of its life. The awakened “I” simply witnesses what is, sees its true value, reports everything to the Divine Intelligence, and in so doing engages the Life Force to meet our needs, solve our problems, and realize our goals.
How might we begin to resolve some of our problems, such as: a bad relationship; an unhealthy habit; an irrational fear; a need for fulfillment; an economic hardship?
Problems of the Self
Many of our problems are the result of thinking too much about ourselves, and I emphasize the word thinking, thinking in such a way that we make ourselves the center of an imaginary world in which we expect to be undisturbed, unrestrained, able to always have what we desire. We make a big production of ourselves. If someone says something we don’t like, it’s a big deal.
Reading Your own Letters
Shams of Tabriz says it with remarkable simplicity and clarity: all your problems are the result of your reading “your own letters” all the time, instead of paying attention to your Beloved.
If we analyze this situation we may see that what we take to be “I” is not our witnessing self which is aligned with Spirit, but a “me” constructed on the basis of pernicious dualities such as: always gaining pleasure and avoiding pain, always receiving attention and never being ignored, always gaining approval and never being criticized.
This “me” arises from a sense deep inside ourselves that somewhere, somehow, we can know a state of ultimate well-being, peace, and security. It is in our very nature to long to be connected to that state of timeless, unconstricted, happiness—happiness without death as Mawlana Asad Ali has named it. But the mistake is in thinking that this ultimate well-being is to be found in circumstances and conditions—in other words in attaining a life without disturbance and difficulty. Seeking satisfaction in worldly conditions alone is a betrayal of the spiritual nature of reality.
In such a state, the consciousness of “I” is entangled and absorbed in various “me’s” and these “me’s” are living our life, speaking in the name of “I” but if one could truly hear them it is clear that when things are not going well they are complaining, judging, blaming, rationalizing, and if things are going well they are claiming credit, seeing “miraculous signs”, and other self-justifying non-sense.
Our involvement with “me” is a betrayal of that Divine Reality, the “me” of the moment replacing the objective witness that serves Central Intelligence, the Command of Love. These “me’s” offer a false, fragile and temporary sense of well-being and security. It is the Real, the Divine Reality (Haqiqah) that can give meaning to all the circumstances and conditions of our lives, and it is this that we can find as the self is purified of these false selves and values. In this process of purification, the self is drawn to higher forms of being and ultimately absorbed in God.
The Essential Self as Objective Witness, Taqwa
There is an entirely different way of being that is not centered in “me” but is centered in the Divine. In this other way of being the “I” is an objective witness in the world, a servant of the Divine, simply reporting what is to the One who invited “I” here. This is God-Consciousness, Taqwa in Qur’anic terms.
One school of Sufism talks about Fana, effacement or annihilation. The key terms, fanāʾ and baqāʾ are found in one Qur’anic passage (55:26-27) in which the roots of both terms appear: “All that dwells upon the earth is perishing